SOMETHING STUPID

Sometimes, we know it is a very stupid thing to do, a really stupid thing to do, but we do it anyway,why?We keep doing it again and again.Well, i think maybe it is because that thing, is something that we cannot resist…

(forgive me 4 my very s#*k and f#%king English, I know, my english are not very good,but..hurm…at least I'm trying right?)

Lets get back to that STUPID thing…have u ever been in that situation before?? At least for once in your life? well, i've been experiencing that for my whole life (almost (++’)… ) n its getting worst for the last few years..

i know it is stupid…so damn stupid, but i keep doin it , again and again…I'm trying so hard to stop myself, to be rasional , to think clearly, but then…it just happen…….

it's like u love someone,deeply and madly, even though u know she is not worth it…but u keep loving her….Always being by her side in what ever situation… always there for her whenever she needs u (even though u know that she will not always be there for u, or maybe i can say ‘HAS NEVER BEEN THERE’ for u…)….u know that u’ll get nothing from her but suffer, but u just cannot stop urself from running towards her whenever she calls u….and when she dont need u anymore,u’ll be treated like a bulls#*t…she kicks you out easily from her life (This is da time when u’ll feel how stupid you are, and regret..)…but once again, when she calls u,need u, and u, without hesitation, n spontaneously, in no time, running towards her … it happens again and again, n u rare wasting many years of ur life repeating da same thing…the same mistake..stupid hah?

What i wrote above is just an example, it is not 'something that really happen it my life’….hahaha….ye la tu…

well, i can say that, i always have control in everythings (or at least ‘many things’) that happen in my life…but DIS one…..hah!!!!… dis one i cannot control…dat things….so sacred, so naive but so stupid at the same time…why? y? y??… (==’)

"foot/leg" note :

hv u ever heards dis phrase b4? —- it doesnt matter how much she hates u, wat does matter is how much u love him/her….—— wat does it means? from what i understand, mybe, it means dat, it doesnt matter how bad she treated u ,DONT appreciate u, but what does matter is u know that u will always be there for her…. What ever it takes to make her happy,u'll do it, even though u r not a part of her happyness. <— some people may call dis loyalty but some people may call it STUPID…i call it both–> a stupid loyalty…

something to share : quote from film "idontremember the title" ;

I want you to be happy. More than anything else I wanted to be the cause of happiness in you. But if I'm not, then I can't stand in the way